thoughts and actions

its not about me, its never about me, its about you, its because I want you, its because when i see you with some else i break a little bit more

when it come down to ones sex life whilst living in a dorm room

 only there can a one night sand effect 8 people none of whom have anything to do with the acting parts

didn’t expect a night of passion to end with a day of passive anger

Hail Mary

Hail Mary full of grace

Shes got me on my knees

Neck deep in sin

Mother Mary

Shes under my skin

Causing my knees to quiver

My skin to tremble

Mary’s name falls off my lip in praise

Hail Mary I’m full of sin 

On my knees again

Mother Mary burns me from the inside out

My sins she does not forgive

Yet I praise her still

A vision of Mary come to me

I may be on my knees

I’m not praying, not to anyone

Yet she haunts me still

Finding me neck deep in my sin again

She grins at me

She knows my sin

Indulging me

Her eyes burn with the glory of Mary

Mother Mary tortures me

Shes gotten a hold of me

Shes inside of me

Traveling more then skin deep

So there’s this girl

who just seems to always understand

what Im saying or how Im feeling

she 

she drives me to the brink of madness 

fight for the time of day

just to get a cup of coffee with her

but she has me

she had me for a while now

I can only hope that she feels something for me

why else should I try

to woe her in so many ways

Some one should just tell me what to do

sometimes I get myself in to sticky situations

trying so hard not to fuck it up this time

but they make it hard for clear thinking

my mind my mind is screaming

working over time to sort my feelings out

well that was an interesting night

Im really good at getting myself in to trouble

when it comes to women I cant say no

waiting for it to come around and bite me in the ass

lets hope is later rather then sooner

I wont handle it well

that’s a guaranteed

But its my fault

I’ll take the blame

the reaction will be mine

Maybe Im just drunk and horny

More likely just a bit lonely

But I really only want to fuck you

Maybe I could learn to….

Oh shit I shouldnt say it

I may only live to regret it in the end

Giving myself up

Letting my defense down

Your guns are up 

Aim and fire

Down I go falling for you

I would want nothing more then to wake up and text you

But I dont want to bother you

I dont feel like I have any right to get close to you